love is blind

but you don't have to be.
so, today is suicide awareness day, and it's a touchy subject for a lot of people, me being one of them, i used to be a wrist cutter, not because it was cool, but because sometimes you just feel so bad on the inside, you need to be able to see the pain can be real on the outside too, i don't know about anyone else but that's how it was for me, and i still struggle sometimes.
i could put "warning signs" on here, but really? Are there any 100% good warning signs? no, i've known people who always seem sad, but they love their life, i've also known sad suicidal people, same goes for happy people, i know happy people, who are truly happy, and i'm glad for them, i've also known people like me, great at putting on a smile and pretending everything is fine, a lot of times, you'll never know when i'm truly hurting, unless you really ask.
if you ever want to talk to someone who will truly listen, i'm here, shoot me a note, or comment if you ever need to talk about ANYTHING, okay? <3